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De industrie draait door, de mensen draaien door. Ze hebben hun beste tijd gehad, afgeleefd en afgemat. En de industrie speekt hen uit, compleet verteerd en uitgebuit. Opgebruikt en overbodig, weggeschoven naar de rand. Je hebt ze niet meer nodig, nu is het aan de jeugd van dit land. Geef je over aan de machine, in naam van deze giftige doctrine. De industrie vreet ons op, de industrie kotst ons weer uit. De industrie vergeet ons, ongewenst en opgebruikt.

When you say you love me you say it's the inside that counts. Why don't you prove it and destroy me from the inside out. I love it when you leave me feeling hollow and gouged out. I want you to make me shout, shout till I let it all out. Push it in, pull it out, to your cock I'm devout. Ass to mouth, my scent on your cock I devour. I give myself to you, I want you to destroy me. I promise I can take it so why don't you push me further. Why don't you fuck me like an animal? Stretch me like a rubber band.

I wanna fuck it up, I wanna fuck it all up. I wanna ruin my reputation, yeah I really wanna self-destruct. What do I care what people think of me? If I can't be myself I'll gladly embrace this infamy. This prison isn't me, it's just four walls surrounding me. Confining me, pounding me into submission cause I will never be free. Why pour my heart out if instead I can burn a bridge or two, does it even matter? I know I'm already a bitch to you. So? You hate me huh? Well get in line cause I do too.

I am the sin let the end begin. I am the cancergrowth that will swallow your world. You're scared of what I represent. Into my depravity I'll make you descend. You call me a disgrace when I'm just the mirror in front of your face. Open your mind, get ready for the transfusion. Our woke mind virus will clear you of all your confusion. Enter our world, our world of perversion. Let us submerge you in our subversion.

I feel numb yet I feel too much. Feel all the pain in the world but I don't feel a thing. I feel it all, I feel nothing. My mind is a pressure cooker, one day I'll let it all come out. I feel it all, I feel nothing. I feel numb yet I feel too much. Feel my pain as I make the cuts, you're not even feeling half of it. Experience my despair as you feel the skin come off. Sense of justice skewed I exact my vengeful fantasy on you.

My spirit's drained, my limit gained. Spirited I ain't, I'm feeling so faint. Myself blamed for all the humiliation I faced. Myself I failed. Couldn't be someone I didn't hate. I've let myself fall down, this big black hole again. Where I lay to fester and my self-doubt will reign. I am the queen of misery, joy feels like a distant memory. Lost in a haze, self-doubt creeping in. Like navigating a maze, longing for a sense of direction.