looming

help me out I can't see the wind shakes it all farther down to me call me up let me down I will --- forget close me in shut me out / up silver smiles

tell me what it feels like tell me (when it hurts)

I've begun to hate the feeling of being in love I've begun to hate the feeling of being wanted so please, please I'm drowning here I'm ill from myself

and all I ever wanted was to be don't believe the ones that doubt you all I wanted was to be