mesmeries

can you see just what we're waiting for just what we're waiting for now so closely follow down I'll hold your face in mine come back do you know, can you tell me why? you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw you're all I ever saw

all I was waiting for, the insides help me find the insides I’ll type my way into the night sky hold me down, I’ll bring it all back slowly the words are all the same but I can’t remember who I wrote them for maybe all this time, I was the wrong one the odd one, the odd one

see here, you were

all I wanted was to be all I wanted was you my whiskey lily I'll sing for you build a garden just for two build a garden for me and you and I'll give you three stones if you sink with me, breathe deeply it's unhealthy, it's unreal it's all I can feel you're around me, bring me down you're around me, you surround you're around me, bring me down all I can feel now it's unhealthy, it's unreal it's all I can feel you're around me, bring me down you're around me, you surround you're around me, bring me down all I can feel now

open your eyes slowly wait for the walls to come clean I catch your eyes dancing - did you not see ? how closely we were then nearly not touching I'll wait for you I'll drink from you here in the open I'll let you take from me too

I can hear I can hear you callin’ me so far away now I can hear you breathe breathe and I’ll pretend to be fine like you pretend to love me I’ll pretend to hold you close if you pretend to smile swallow breathe slow swallow breathe low take my hands twist them wrong push them back hear the bones

sit me down pour me out I can see what you're doing out there - sit me down the glasses coat the afternoon cutting your feet when bare so spread my eyes like butter, spread my eyes like so tell me of the world you see I'm sure it's beautiful and warm take me home, take me home, take me dry me out with the flies take me home dry me out with the flies take me home dry me out with the flies

please god let me walk into the death trap so I don't have to keep up this act need to be more quiet now break the pillow inside overwrite your memories I'll avoid you I'll avoid you I'll avoid you the sun still shines, and you're alive all I all I all I wanted was to be inside it's all, it's all, it's all, it's all, a dream it's all, it's all, it's all, it's all, a dream it's all, it's all, it's all, it's all, a dream