Last few months have been a constant up and down, just stress on top of stress. Not to mention the doubts of if i should continue making music. Posting weekly seems to have had an effect on me, and the stuff i've made. A desperation that slowly ate my creative drive. Not to mention the tons of emotional stuff i've had happen this year.
I'm not sure where I'll continue, I'm sure I'll keep posting stuff but i don't think I'm able to keep up the weekly stuff up. Just too much stress over a little something nobody will notice.
The constant doubts about everything i've been doing has been slowly just driving me to the brink of questioning if i should just leave most of this behind, maybe to start anew, or to just quit posting completely. I truly honestly don't know if there is actually anyone out there that enjoys what i post. Everything i post are so far apart from each other that anyone who actually might like them gets just pushed away from the potential of one song and the it's completely different vibe or genre or something in the next one.
I don't know what i am doing. Maybe i don't even want to know.
Credits
Music composed, mixed and mastered by Invesvpo.
Artwork created by Invesvpo.