How Far I've Come

RJ Mendoza

October 9th, 2026
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How Far I've Come
RJ Mendoza
Days between the night - Holding on to the light Breathing in and out - In spite of myself If I could change the time, would I do it I’m running away The winds, they change in spite of myself Approaching time as is - Coming to its end Apocalyptic mood - In spite of the hope If I could take it back, would I do it I run back to you To feel your loving arms again And I Would like to take this time To say that I’m fine Whether or not we will survive Nothing maters in the end As the winds of change erase all that I am If I could change Under apocalyptic sun And the winds carry me home And I am taken away And all of my life Flashes right before my eyes as I breathe one last time If I could change my ways I wouldn’t change a thing Look how far I’ve come… If I could change Under apocalyptic sun As the winds carry me home And I am taken away And all of my life Flashes right before my eyes - as I Breathe one last time If I could change my ways I wouldn’t change a thing, oh no If I could change my ways I wouldn’t change a thing Look how far I’ve come…
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“How Far I’ve Come” is a re-recording of a song I first released in 2022. It’s about looking back at the mistakes, fear, loss, and growth that shaped me, and realizing I wouldn’t erase the road that brought me here. This new version is part of a project about revisiting the past through who I am now.

Credits

All music and lyrics by RJ Mendoza