Mourn

Taking back What was stolen, left behind broken Taking back Growing slowly, like flowers in concrete Hate, for those who enjoy Bate, for those who destroy Blood, like thickest glue Feel my vengeance upon you Bringing a bitter twist Ringing the bell that was missed Crawling up from behind Occupying your own mind Past and present intertwined

Spare me your excuses No more bad abuses It’s easy to think but much harder to act Take a stance Lies are easy to believe Those eyes made to deceive No way is harder to walk than the one That seems the longest Every action counts so start now Do you hear the outcry Of the world we all live in Like a bird in the rain Avoiding confrontations Seeking out congregations Facing a threat in the eye of the storm Proves strength and courage There are no barriers When it comes to taking action Just start, just begin You’re stronger than you think you are Do you hear the outcry Of the world we all live in Can you tell the anguish and the pain Deep inside Like a bird in the rain Why is it so hard To find my strength I have the will but not the courage To act Rewind Reset This world to its beginning I will find my strength I will play my part

What is a life worth If it is forsaken What is a legacy worth If it is lost Know your place Know you're not alone Let us live in harmony Embrace our only earth Preserve what's been given to us Know and show your worth What is damnation worth If it is fake What is salvation worth If it is too late

You have wrecked me Begone you foul creature You have trenched me Now I will drown you in Rivers of tears Fleeing won’t save you Rivers of tears No matter what you do Centuries of pain Will render your efforts in vain All your reckless acts Will break me free from my chain Kill or be killed Primordial rules apply The thrill of being thrilled It’s building up those Rivers of tears Fleeing won’t save you Rivers of tears No matter what you do Oh, what a time it’s been One of pain and tears Neglect and suffering prevailed Time to end those long years I won’t show remorse What I will do is just I won’t change my course Now I will drown you in Rivers of tears Get rid of your existence Rivers of tears Overthrowing resistance

“There Will Come Soft Rains” by Sara Teasdale, read by Leonard Wilson at LibriVox

Grieve, leave it behind Dare, to leave your kind Fall, decompress Orion calls for your caress Free from will, free from thought A mere pattern Deeply rooted in your mind A hypothesis Live in an offbeat Dance to the rhythm Of a constant cycle With no start and no end Take the plunge, take the fall Advance to the core Of a system so abstract And deep in its lore Take your rightful place besides me Fulfil your final purpose now and then Go, away, leave at once Don’t dare to come back again

A shard of hope Engulfed in night‘s sleep From a deep slumber I’ve been woken ruggedly No rest no safety no glee 5AM Torrential Rain We‘re doomed eternally Continuously drowning everything Trying to grasp This change in mood A bitter pill We need to take in Why are we such A reckless breed With no remorse We sow our seed A simple life Never suited us Earth is destroyed Now proceed with Mars Day in, day out I gaze at the floods Washing away The good and the bad

I gaze upon these lands That once showed nature thriving I smell this putrid air Not long ago I sensed life in My mind it wanders off To a past that was so calm So soothing the sound of birds So warm the view of nature So beautiful Here I stand and gaze upon A place once known like paradise In my sleep I dream of home A place once known Endless Autumn On and on it goes The devastation Why I ask myself Is there no end to it Endless Autumn I dream of home

Free of will, free of thought An empty mind without any wit Lack of heart, lack of soul Not even compromised by true grit The past lays a path, it bears witness To an evolution in vain The present seems void, it feels hollow Degeneration through pain The future smells stale, Sisyphus calling What did happen here Bitter resentment, the clock is ticking A little step goes far All this time I’ve asked myself How did it come to this wicked mess Mourning and complaining, no goals in sight Wrecking and destroying, nothing shines bright All this time I’ve asked myself How did it come to this wicked mess You could have made a difference Yet you chose not to differ Just a little step to eternity

I’m free Free as a bird I take the fall Heavy This burden the past lays upon me I can feel it no more Those feelings I had Have been pushed away No fear of death, no fear of god Have caused me to go astray And I will come back, when the time has come Now take what is left of me Take my heart, rip it out Bury it next to me when I’m dead Take my heart, rip it out Bury it next to me when I’m dead Then scatter my ashes let them go with the wind And watch my remains fly away I hope you will always remember my love For what’s been for what is and for what will come No more No more regrets upon my soul Adore Craving what’s best for me I can feel it no more Those feelings I had Have melted away