Exhausting Fire

I don't ever want to feel again I don't ever want to heal again That's where I find that my soul is crushing Ah Ah I don't ever need to feel again I don't ever want to heal again That's where I find that my soul is crushing The earth beneath us was ours for a while The rain stopped for us and colors smiled Parade into a dark room with tangled lines Scattered footsteps scattered and defined I can see you in the days night sun Puling me into you, aligning one Ice blue center focus so warm Diving deep a flash of forlorn I don't ever want to feel again I don't ever want to heal again I don't ever need to ever feel again I don't need to ever heal again

Spiral down question fate Spiral down it's too late Formulated opinion Distortion division Stop and contemplate Your decision and your fate Took the shot way too late Spiral down inward debate

Reach out my hand just to be pushed back down In the coldest summer we will drown Defeated left alone taking on the wrong cure With a price too steep asking what went wrong A lost connection, dispatch uncertain The truth is weighing in its moving day again A harmful diversion perfect in every way The truth is weighing its moving day again Reach out my hand just to be put back down In an endless summer we will drown Defeated not alone taking on the wrong cure With a price too steep asking what went wrong

A distant silence A distant far away flavor Causing me to spin therein once again Who is using another bad decision A memento left again from another muse Who is using who coming unhinged Running on fumes from another muse Once more can't stay Once more must leave Once more another rear view of you Who is using who coming unhinged Illusions of bliss from another muse Who is using who stomach in knots Finger on my pulse from another muse Two souls lost and confused with nothing to lose Two souls lost and confused with everything to lose

I am gonna throw caution to the wind Gonna take a chance again There was no other way around it And I won't deny it Shaping the southern sky I am gonna throw caution to the wind Gonna take a chance again What wasn't a part of the plan Was written in the sand We'll take the tide Shaping the southern sky This southern sky surrounds us This southern sky is glowing This southern sky surrounds you and I

When we ride a fever at night I don't care at all When I drive my shadow at night Got you at a crawl I remember yesterday We were flying high in the sky Look at me now turn away This is goodbye When we shared our dreams at night Heart in hand I call Unknown forces conflicting insight I'm not ready to fall When I drive my shadow at night Heart in hand I call When my shadow tells me it's right I'm ready to fall

I don't want to be on this night drive I would rather be anywhere else I don't want to be on this drive I would rather be anywhere else Lights racing by nothing but time to think Turn up the music subdue the noise I heard there was a nice place down the street Because anywhere has this place beat Driving at night a false sense of peace Lights racing by nothing but time to think Ride it out

This is the longest winter that I have ever known What happened to the summer She was fleeting, a throwing stone Time apart has been unkind So we break on a dotted line Didn't pause the move before Contradicting closing door We often start over We often start again The sun won't save us this time But the moon will rule my sin Time apart has been unkind So we break on a dotted line

Looks good in a picture loose on the wall Better than right now It's what I've found in a soul unwound Better than right now Leaped off the ground only to fall Better than right now If I could grow roots and stay around by your side If I could grow roots I would stay here and never leave but now is not the time I would grow roots but I can't slow down or I might crash I wish I could go back in time

I am here somewhere in-between an unattended life Need to get these thoughts out of my mind I've been here for a while now I exhausted myself selfishly fading you I was there somewhere in-between an unattended life Need to get these thoughts out of my mind