
Sterilize
0:00
3:36
An Addiction to Greed
The Simulacrum
1:42
I Want to Hurt You
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
When you slay the fascist
Do you aim backwards?
If god showed one day
Would you be any different?
Disintegrated
Lies of truth
Do you feel nothing when your mother weeps of you
[Chorus]
I want to hurt you
I want to see your corpse you motherfucker
I want to hurt you
Your head will be on my fucking porch
[Verse 2]
The legislation draws us out
Is the resolution your little bitchy pout?
I wanna see you I wanna see you
Crying on your goddamn knees
I wanna see you I wanna see you dead
[Chorus]
I want to hurt you
I want to see your corpse you motherfucker
I want to hurt you
Your head will be on my fucking porch
[Bridge]
You will live and you will die in this town
Without ever knowing what you mean
Blindfold before blindfold blinding only what you see
Every time we live our lives a legislator fucking dies
[Chorus]
I want to hurt you
I want to see your corpse you motherfucker
I want to hurt you
Your head will be on my fucking porch
I want to hurt you
I want to see your corpse you little shit
I want to hurt you
Your head will be on a fucking pike
[Outro]
I want to kill you
I want you dead
I want to kill you
I want you dead
I want to kill you
I want you dead
I want to kill you
I want you dead
3:36
Sterilize
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
Brand new sale on mass produced poisons
Feed your grandchildren death and rape
Catalog for bibles, guns, dildos, bread
The greatest new styles only on our exclusive thread
[Pre-Chorus]
We want to consume, we want to consume you
Desensitize and market, market, market, market!
We want to fuck, we want to control you
Desensitized for the market, market, market, market!
[Chorus]
Sterilize injection points
Doctor make her look dead
Maximize consumer joints
Doctor make her look dead
[Verse 2]
Brand new television 13K resolution
Carpet vomit smell to wash out with formaldehyde
God was a cannibal, Christ wants to buy you
Terrebytes of exorcism porn could all be yours
[Pre-Chorus]
We want to consume, we want to consume you
Desensitize and market, market, market, market!
We want to fuck, we want to control you
Desensitized for the market, market, market, market!
[Chorus]
Sterilize injection points
Doctor make her look dead
Maximize consumer joints
Doctor make her look dead
Sterilize injection points
Doctor make her look dead
Maximize consumer joints
Doctor make her look dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
[Bridge]
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the chosen ones
We will be the broken ones
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the holy ones
We will be half-priced
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the chosen ones
We will be the broken ones
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the holy ones
We will be half-priced
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the chosen ones
We will be the broken ones
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the holy ones
We will be half-priced
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the chosen ones
We will be the broken ones
Cut your tongue off
Put it in the fire
We will be the holy ones
We will be half-priced
[Verse 3]
Kill your indecisions
They say sex sells in France
Mark my words my darling, and you’ll go far
Get your fucking money up and
Market, Market, Market, Market!
[Chorus]
Sterilize injection points
Doctor make her look dead
Maximize consumer joints
Doctor make her look dead
Sterilize injection points
Doctor make her look dead
Maximize consumer joints
Doctor make her look dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
4:18
Hell
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
Live your live to the fullest
For only 3 easy payments
Giveth your savings
To taketh your sins away
Pay up to the church
‘Cause it’s the only way to say
The spirit in the sky has a spot
Just for you
You get your rose colored glasses for your liver and kidneys
Hah hah hah
Giveth
[Chorus]
You say I’ll go to hell
I’d say I’m already there
Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare
To say take the curtains off, torch it all away
Heaven is a concept and so is individuality
[Verse 2]
Fuck the girls, make it spray
Plant the seed deep inside
It’s not your problem now
She never wanted this
Rape in the name of God
But oh Christ, what would Jesus Say?
Hah hah hah
Fuck it
[Chorus]
You say I’ll go to hell
I’d say I’m already there
Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare
To say take the curtains off, torch it all away
Heaven is a concept and so is individuality
[Bridge]
PRAY
SEETH
THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW
[Chorus]
You say I’ll go to hell
I’d say I’m already there
Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare
To say take the curtains off, torch it all away
Heaven is a concept and so is individuality
[Spoken Word]
Is this your American Dream?
It never existed
We murdered it all away
Free will is not the destiny we’ve manifested
And here’s what you’ve done
We’re worse and worse off every day
But oh yeah it’s fine I’ll writhe
Because you need your manly patriotism
Kill me
[Chorus]
You say I’ll go to hell
I’d say I’m already there
Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare
To say take the curtains off, torch it all away
Heaven is a concept and so is individuality
[Outro]
PRAY
SEETH
THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW
WEEP
BLEED
THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW AND IT’S MANMADE JUST LIKE YOURS
4:13
Class of '27
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
I have seen God frown upon your faces
I have seen the death of all I knew
I try not to cry so they won’t hear me
I try not to breathe so I can tomorrow
[Chorus]
Class of ’27
Never get to heaven
Class of ’27
Gone straight down to heaven
[Verse 2]
I’m in the corner waiting with some scissors
The door has been barricaded with the chairs
Holding my breath hoping nothing will deliver
My god I think we left her by the stairs
The bodies pile higher than the papers left ungraded
Go fuck yourself saying this is a statistic
You say this is life but our life is fucking tainted when
The instrument thats arming the man has more rights than us, it’s just sadistic
[Chorus]
Class of ’27
Never get to heaven
Class of ’27
Gone straight down to heaven
[Outro]
Class of ’27
Never get to heaven
Class of ’27
Gone straight down to heaven
Class of ’27
Never get to heaven
Class of ’27
Gone straight down to hell
4:52
I Understand Why
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
I love you, I love you so
Could I ever tell you so?
Depreciate, Depreciate, the hands of god
Initiate, Initiate, anxiety thaws
[Chorus]
Everyone hates me
I understand why
I think I hate myself too
I think I could die
[Verse 2]
Talk to me, walk with me
I will deny
Hypocrite, song of a bitch
I cannot defy
I wish I could live
I’m stuck here against you
I wish you were here
I wish I was with you
I’m sucked of all my energy dry
[Chorus]
Everyone hates me
I understand why
I think I hate myself too
I think I could die
Everyone hates me
I understand why
(Will it matter if I leave?)
I think I hate myself too
I think I could die
(Do I even have the energy to leave?)
[Spoken Word]
I can’t do it anymore
The sun doesn’t shine here, it hasn’t for months
If it was anybody else I’d make sure they got the help
But it’s me, it’s me, oh god
[Outro]
I’ve become nothing
I’ve become pain
I’ve become death
I’ve become shame
I’ve become hell
I’ve become hate
I’ve become hollow
And I’ve become ache
3:34
Alien
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
I’m not so unamused
I’m not so damn pretencious
I’m not so overlording
I’m not so into plotting
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I just want to live my life
I just want to live my life
I don’t mean to stop your life
I don’t care to stop your life
I just want to live my life
I just want to live my life
I don’t mean to stop your life
I don’t want to stop your life
[Chorus]
I am not an alien
I am not unlike you
Except I am open
A concept which scares you
I am not an alien
But might be so to you
I am only true to me
Something that confuses you
[Verse 2]
I’m not so evil
I am not your darling
I’m not out to get you
I see what you jerk to
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I just want to see my life
I just want to breathe my life
I don’t mean to stop your life
I don’t care to stop your life
You just aim to harm my life
Is this all to your life
I don’t mean to stop your life
So why try to stop mine
[Chorus]
I am not an alien
I am not unlike you
Except I am open
A concept which scares you
I am not an alien
But might be so to you
I am only true to me
Something that confuses you
I see now you don’t see
All your own hypocrisy
This is what you do now
Live regret and worship
[Bridge]
Does this bring true joy
Or only hate and fear
Does this bring you any joy
Or only hate and fear
I think you claim that I’m trying to convert you to my life
Because you know deep down you want to have my life
I think you claim that I’m trying to convert you to my life
Because you know deep down you want to be my kind
[Outro]
Come on darling, come on down
I’ll give you what you need
Come on darling, come on down
I’ll give you what you need
Come on darling, come on down
I’ll give you what you need
Come on darling, come on down
I’ll give you what you need
4:06
Sad Old Billionaire
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
He’s a sad old billionaire
Won’t you give him some pity
He’s a washed up scrooge
But he still wants your money
It’s a fucked up world
And we’re glad he’s in it
He’s a fucked up sod
And aren’t you glad you voted him in?
[Chorus]
Bring on the loan sharks
Bring on the porn stars
Let me hear you march it in
Yeah let me watch you fuck it
[Verse 2]
He’s got the world in his hand
And his cock in the other
He’ll watch the world burn
Because you’ll choke on his sperm
He’ll do everything for you
But he won’t ever do
What you wanted him to
And aren’t you glad you voted him in?
[Chorus]
Bring on the loan sharks
Bring on the porn stars
Let me hear you march it in
Yeah let me watch you fuck it
Bring on the loan stars
Bring on the porn sharks
Let me hear you march it in
Ain’t you gonna fuck it boy
[Bridge]
Let me hear you march it in
That boy’s playing god on TV
But god know’s he’ll never been a man
LET ME WATCH YOU MARCH
[Chorus]
Bring on the loan sharks
Bring on the porn stars
Let me hear you march it in
Yeah let me watch you fuck it
Bring on the loan stars
Bring on the porn sharks
Let me hear you march it in
Ain’t you gonna fuck it
Ain’t you gonna fuck it
Bring on the loan sharks
Bring on the porn stars
Let me hear you march it in
Ain’t you gonna fuck it boy
3:07
Wireborn
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
It’s cold inside
I’m afraid inside
I’m dead inside
Please let me inside
[Chorus]
Wireborn
Synthetic porn
Comfort from
My liar chair’s thorn
I’m wireborn
Synthetic porn
Comfort from
My liar chair’s thorn
[Verse 2]
I’ll comfort you
I’ll tell you what
You want to hear
Psychosis keeps you near
[Bridge]
Do you want to see? I’m there
Do you want to pay? I’m there
Do you want to fuck? I’m there
But if you want true connection, you’re stuck in here
[Chorus]
Wireborn
Synthetic porn
Comfort from
My liar chair’s thorn
I’m wireborn
Synthetic porn
Comfort from
My liar chair’s thorn
3:24
Eugenics
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1]
And we’ll all be degenerates
In the eyes of god
So wipe us all out
Just kill us all now
Don’t question practices
Don’t kill and tell
Just keep us all dumb
And like that we’ll forget
[Pre-Chorus]
Salvation is near
You just have to shove them out
We’ll do our part too
Make our nation complete
[Chorus]
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your blue jeans
We ain’t gonna bring this shit back
‘Gonna shred you through your own machines
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your aryan genes
I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back
‘Gonna box you up my friend just like sardines
[Verse 2]
And we’re all burning
In the flames of greed
You’re gonna be burning up too
Though you won’t look past your creed
They don’t care about your medicare
They don’t have more for you than the lord’s prayer
They don’t want you around
You’re a pawn, you’re a pawn
They’ll put you in the fucking ground, yeah
[Pre-Chorus]
Salvation is near
We just have to shove them out
You’ll do our part too
Make our nation complete
[Chorus]
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your blue jeans
We ain’t gonna bring this shit back
‘Gonna shred you through your own machines
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your aryan genes
I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back
‘Gonna box you up my friend just like sardines
[Bridge]
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey!
[Verse 3]
We’re never coming back
You’re always coming back
You never should come back
Yet you’re always coming back
Complain, campaign all day
But you’re always coming back
Can’t keep your greedy hands away
Pray it all away
[Chorus]
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your blue jeans
We ain’t gonna bring this shit back
‘Gonna shred you through your own machines
I beg your fucking pardon
I’ll rip into your aryan genes
I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back
‘Gonna box you up just like sardines
[Outro]
Salvation is near
We just have to shove you out
You’ll do our part too
We’ve made a crime that’s pretty
Salvation is near
We just have to shove you out
You’ll do our part too
We’ve made a crime that’s pretty and clean
5:06
Too Close to The Sun
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1: Nichole McCarver]
I’ve grown so tired
It’s always the same thing
They feed you vomit
And expect you to enjoy the taste
You look around
The nutrition’s just out of reach
You turn your head back
Devour their unholy meat
[Chorus: Domesticatrix]
I don’t want this anymore
You don’t want this anymore
What the hell are we here for
Is gaining control such a chore
[Verse 2: Nichole McCarver, Nichole McCarver & Domesticatrix]
Stare into the TV
Forget your better times
Yell into the faux sea
Forget your curiousity
It’s hard to remember
But I beseech you so
Turn your brain on to let us go
Open your eyes to let us go
[Chorus: Domesticatrix]
I don’t want this anymore
You don’t want this anymore
What the hell are we here for
Is gaining control such a chore
I don’t care for this anymore
You don’t need this anymore
What the fuck are we still here for
Why do you live for such a bore
[Spoken Word Outro: Nichole McCarver]
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
These wax wings flew too close to the sun
More than just a man was involved
But only one ignores before the fall
Only one ignores before the fall
Only one ignores before the fall
5:13
untitled
The Simulacrum
4:06
Videos
“war songs for the digital age”
‘sterilize’ is industrial rock project the simulacrum’s second studio record, and her first self-produced and self recorded
work. the album contains guest vocals from birmingham alabama’s very own Domesticatrix it is a much more jagged & angry sounding album than it’s older sibling iron lung, while keeping the same emotional desperation as it’s counterpart.
Credits
Vocals, guitar, programming, noise, mixing, & mastering by Nichole McCarver
Vocals (11) by Francine Ulla, & engineered by Ulla
A Push & Pull Records release; PPR-54