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Sterilize

The Simulacrum

July 25th, 2026
12 tracks
47:17
Sterilize
Sterilize
I Want to Hurt You
0:00
3:36
An Addiction to Greed
The Simulacrum
1:42
I Want to Hurt You
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] When you slay the fascist Do you aim backwards? If god showed one day Would you be any different? Disintegrated Lies of truth Do you feel nothing when your mother weeps of you [Chorus] I want to hurt you I want to see your corpse you motherfucker I want to hurt you Your head will be on my fucking porch [Verse 2] The legislation draws us out Is the resolution your little bitchy pout? I wanna see you I wanna see you Crying on your goddamn knees I wanna see you I wanna see you dead [Chorus] I want to hurt you I want to see your corpse you motherfucker I want to hurt you Your head will be on my fucking porch [Bridge] You will live and you will die in this town Without ever knowing what you mean Blindfold before blindfold blinding only what you see Every time we live our lives a legislator fucking dies [Chorus] I want to hurt you I want to see your corpse you motherfucker I want to hurt you Your head will be on my fucking porch I want to hurt you I want to see your corpse you little shit I want to hurt you Your head will be on a fucking pike [Outro] I want to kill you I want you dead I want to kill you I want you dead I want to kill you I want you dead I want to kill you I want you dead
3:36
Sterilize
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] Brand new sale on mass produced poisons Feed your grandchildren death and rape Catalog for bibles, guns, dildos, bread The greatest new styles only on our exclusive thread [Pre-Chorus] We want to consume, we want to consume you Desensitize and market, market, market, market! We want to fuck, we want to control you Desensitized for the market, market, market, market! [Chorus] Sterilize injection points Doctor make her look dead Maximize consumer joints Doctor make her look dead [Verse 2] Brand new television 13K resolution Carpet vomit smell to wash out with formaldehyde God was a cannibal, Christ wants to buy you Terrebytes of exorcism porn could all be yours [Pre-Chorus] We want to consume, we want to consume you Desensitize and market, market, market, market! We want to fuck, we want to control you Desensitized for the market, market, market, market! [Chorus] Sterilize injection points Doctor make her look dead Maximize consumer joints Doctor make her look dead Sterilize injection points Doctor make her look dead Maximize consumer joints Doctor make her look dead, dead, dead, dead, dead [Bridge] Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the chosen ones We will be the broken ones Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the holy ones We will be half-priced Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the chosen ones We will be the broken ones Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the holy ones We will be half-priced Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the chosen ones We will be the broken ones Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the holy ones We will be half-priced Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the chosen ones We will be the broken ones Cut your tongue off Put it in the fire We will be the holy ones We will be half-priced [Verse 3] Kill your indecisions They say sex sells in France Mark my words my darling, and you’ll go far Get your fucking money up and Market, Market, Market, Market! [Chorus] Sterilize injection points Doctor make her look dead Maximize consumer joints Doctor make her look dead Sterilize injection points Doctor make her look dead Maximize consumer joints Doctor make her look dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
4:18
Hell
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] Live your live to the fullest For only 3 easy payments Giveth your savings To taketh your sins away Pay up to the church ‘Cause it’s the only way to say The spirit in the sky has a spot Just for you You get your rose colored glasses for your liver and kidneys Hah hah hah Giveth [Chorus] You say I’ll go to hell I’d say I’m already there Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare To say take the curtains off, torch it all away Heaven is a concept and so is individuality [Verse 2] Fuck the girls, make it spray Plant the seed deep inside It’s not your problem now She never wanted this Rape in the name of God But oh Christ, what would Jesus Say? Hah hah hah Fuck it [Chorus] You say I’ll go to hell I’d say I’m already there Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare To say take the curtains off, torch it all away Heaven is a concept and so is individuality [Bridge] PRAY SEETH THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW [Chorus] You say I’ll go to hell I’d say I’m already there Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare To say take the curtains off, torch it all away Heaven is a concept and so is individuality [Spoken Word] Is this your American Dream? It never existed We murdered it all away Free will is not the destiny we’ve manifested And here’s what you’ve done We’re worse and worse off every day But oh yeah it’s fine I’ll writhe Because you need your manly patriotism Kill me [Chorus] You say I’ll go to hell I’d say I’m already there Humanity is the cancer of the world and yes I’d dare To say take the curtains off, torch it all away Heaven is a concept and so is individuality [Outro] PRAY SEETH THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW WEEP BLEED THIS IS HELL RIGHT NOW AND IT’S MANMADE JUST LIKE YOURS
4:13
Class of '27
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] I have seen God frown upon your faces I have seen the death of all I knew I try not to cry so they won’t hear me I try not to breathe so I can tomorrow [Chorus] Class of ’27 Never get to heaven Class of ’27 Gone straight down to heaven [Verse 2] I’m in the corner waiting with some scissors The door has been barricaded with the chairs Holding my breath hoping nothing will deliver My god I think we left her by the stairs The bodies pile higher than the papers left ungraded Go fuck yourself saying this is a statistic You say this is life but our life is fucking tainted when The instrument thats arming the man has more rights than us, it’s just sadistic [Chorus] Class of ’27 Never get to heaven Class of ’27 Gone straight down to heaven [Outro] Class of ’27 Never get to heaven Class of ’27 Gone straight down to heaven Class of ’27 Never get to heaven Class of ’27 Gone straight down to hell
4:52
I Understand Why
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] I love you, I love you so Could I ever tell you so? Depreciate, Depreciate, the hands of god Initiate, Initiate, anxiety thaws [Chorus] Everyone hates me I understand why I think I hate myself too I think I could die [Verse 2] Talk to me, walk with me I will deny Hypocrite, song of a bitch I cannot defy I wish I could live I’m stuck here against you I wish you were here I wish I was with you I’m sucked of all my energy dry [Chorus] Everyone hates me I understand why I think I hate myself too I think I could die Everyone hates me I understand why (Will it matter if I leave?) I think I hate myself too I think I could die (Do I even have the energy to leave?) [Spoken Word] I can’t do it anymore The sun doesn’t shine here, it hasn’t for months If it was anybody else I’d make sure they got the help But it’s me, it’s me, oh god [Outro] I’ve become nothing I’ve become pain I’ve become death I’ve become shame I’ve become hell I’ve become hate I’ve become hollow And I’ve become ache
3:34
Alien
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] I’m not so unamused I’m not so damn pretencious I’m not so overlording I’m not so into plotting [Pre-Chorus 1] I just want to live my life I just want to live my life I don’t mean to stop your life I don’t care to stop your life I just want to live my life I just want to live my life I don’t mean to stop your life I don’t want to stop your life [Chorus] I am not an alien I am not unlike you Except I am open A concept which scares you I am not an alien But might be so to you I am only true to me Something that confuses you [Verse 2] I’m not so evil I am not your darling I’m not out to get you I see what you jerk to [Pre-Chorus 2] I just want to see my life I just want to breathe my life I don’t mean to stop your life I don’t care to stop your life You just aim to harm my life Is this all to your life I don’t mean to stop your life So why try to stop mine [Chorus] I am not an alien I am not unlike you Except I am open A concept which scares you I am not an alien But might be so to you I am only true to me Something that confuses you I see now you don’t see All your own hypocrisy This is what you do now Live regret and worship [Bridge] Does this bring true joy Or only hate and fear Does this bring you any joy Or only hate and fear I think you claim that I’m trying to convert you to my life Because you know deep down you want to have my life I think you claim that I’m trying to convert you to my life Because you know deep down you want to be my kind [Outro] Come on darling, come on down I’ll give you what you need Come on darling, come on down I’ll give you what you need Come on darling, come on down I’ll give you what you need Come on darling, come on down I’ll give you what you need
4:06
Sad Old Billionaire
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] He’s a sad old billionaire Won’t you give him some pity He’s a washed up scrooge But he still wants your money It’s a fucked up world And we’re glad he’s in it He’s a fucked up sod And aren’t you glad you voted him in? [Chorus] Bring on the loan sharks Bring on the porn stars Let me hear you march it in Yeah let me watch you fuck it [Verse 2] He’s got the world in his hand And his cock in the other He’ll watch the world burn Because you’ll choke on his sperm He’ll do everything for you But he won’t ever do What you wanted him to And aren’t you glad you voted him in? [Chorus] Bring on the loan sharks Bring on the porn stars Let me hear you march it in Yeah let me watch you fuck it Bring on the loan stars Bring on the porn sharks Let me hear you march it in Ain’t you gonna fuck it boy [Bridge] Let me hear you march it in That boy’s playing god on TV But god know’s he’ll never been a man LET ME WATCH YOU MARCH [Chorus] Bring on the loan sharks Bring on the porn stars Let me hear you march it in Yeah let me watch you fuck it Bring on the loan stars Bring on the porn sharks Let me hear you march it in Ain’t you gonna fuck it Ain’t you gonna fuck it Bring on the loan sharks Bring on the porn stars Let me hear you march it in Ain’t you gonna fuck it boy
3:07
Wireborn
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] It’s cold inside I’m afraid inside I’m dead inside Please let me inside [Chorus] Wireborn Synthetic porn Comfort from My liar chair’s thorn I’m wireborn Synthetic porn Comfort from My liar chair’s thorn [Verse 2] I’ll comfort you I’ll tell you what You want to hear Psychosis keeps you near [Bridge] Do you want to see? I’m there Do you want to pay? I’m there Do you want to fuck? I’m there But if you want true connection, you’re stuck in here [Chorus] Wireborn Synthetic porn Comfort from My liar chair’s thorn I’m wireborn Synthetic porn Comfort from My liar chair’s thorn
3:24
Eugenics
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1] And we’ll all be degenerates In the eyes of god So wipe us all out Just kill us all now Don’t question practices Don’t kill and tell Just keep us all dumb And like that we’ll forget [Pre-Chorus] Salvation is near You just have to shove them out We’ll do our part too Make our nation complete [Chorus] I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your blue jeans We ain’t gonna bring this shit back ‘Gonna shred you through your own machines I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your aryan genes I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back ‘Gonna box you up my friend just like sardines [Verse 2] And we’re all burning In the flames of greed You’re gonna be burning up too Though you won’t look past your creed They don’t care about your medicare They don’t have more for you than the lord’s prayer They don’t want you around You’re a pawn, you’re a pawn They’ll put you in the fucking ground, yeah [Pre-Chorus] Salvation is near We just have to shove them out You’ll do our part too Make our nation complete [Chorus] I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your blue jeans We ain’t gonna bring this shit back ‘Gonna shred you through your own machines I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your aryan genes I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back ‘Gonna box you up my friend just like sardines [Bridge] Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! [Verse 3] We’re never coming back You’re always coming back You never should come back Yet you’re always coming back Complain, campaign all day But you’re always coming back Can’t keep your greedy hands away Pray it all away [Chorus] I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your blue jeans We ain’t gonna bring this shit back ‘Gonna shred you through your own machines I beg your fucking pardon I’ll rip into your aryan genes I’m not gonna let you bring this shit back ‘Gonna box you up just like sardines [Outro] Salvation is near We just have to shove you out You’ll do our part too We’ve made a crime that’s pretty Salvation is near We just have to shove you out You’ll do our part too We’ve made a crime that’s pretty and clean
5:06
Too Close to The Sun
The Simulacrum
[Verse 1: Nichole McCarver] I’ve grown so tired It’s always the same thing They feed you vomit And expect you to enjoy the taste You look around The nutrition’s just out of reach You turn your head back Devour their unholy meat [Chorus: Domesticatrix] I don’t want this anymore You don’t want this anymore What the hell are we here for Is gaining control such a chore [Verse 2: Nichole McCarver, Nichole McCarver & Domesticatrix] Stare into the TV Forget your better times Yell into the faux sea Forget your curiousity It’s hard to remember But I beseech you so Turn your brain on to let us go Open your eyes to let us go [Chorus: Domesticatrix] I don’t want this anymore You don’t want this anymore What the hell are we here for Is gaining control such a chore I don’t care for this anymore You don’t need this anymore What the fuck are we still here for Why do you live for such a bore [Spoken Word Outro: Nichole McCarver] These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall These wax wings flew too close to the sun More than just a man was involved But only one ignores before the fall Only one ignores before the fall Only one ignores before the fall
5:13
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The Simulacrum
4:06

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“war songs for the digital age”

‘sterilize’ is industrial rock project the simulacrum’s second studio record, and her first self-produced and self recorded
work. the album contains guest vocals from birmingham alabama’s very own Domesticatrix it is a much more jagged & angry sounding album than it’s older sibling iron lung, while keeping the same emotional desperation as it’s counterpart.

Credits

Vocals, guitar, programming, noise, mixing, & mastering by Nichole McCarver

Vocals (11) by Francine Ulla, & engineered by Ulla

A Push & Pull Records release; PPR-54