
modern love is rubbish
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1:02
not a depeche mode guy, eh?
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i'm sad
let's not fuck
1:02
CGI kiss - AI fucking
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WHO SOLD YOU LOVE?!
the greatest liars of all time
disney, hallmark, judd apatow, every major record label, those who birthed you, crunchyroll, etc.
The greatest liars i have ever known.
given a dream to have and to hold until you know better (until you know better)
Trenchcoats full of placebos
get off the streets
0:50
side effects may include alcoholism and suicide ideation
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why is this what you always wanted?
2:29
the ghost of jane margolis
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1:41
(you wanna be adored) you're asking too much
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why?
You're a wretch
She's a liar
You're a mess
She's a mess
You'll regress
Together
she can't save you
WALK AWAY
you can't save her
WALK AWAY
why?
Is this what
You always wanted
Assured destruction
That's mutual
vicious cycle
Continues
YOU'RE NOT DOING
THIS AGAIN
1:19
-avalyn viii vi vii v iii 0 ix-
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0:36
crushingloveslies (hi scott)
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i don't want this life
i don't want these dreams
don't have these desires
i do not believe
no less human than these symbiotic sycophants
1:02
how many clovvns can you fit inside cvpid clovvn car
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(you just haven't found the right one yet)
there is no right one
wrong
you're all wrong
they're all wrong
it's all wrong
1:02
-no not that eva-
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0:57
whogetsthePS5inthedivorce
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you've wasted precious time seeking out a shared hallucination
did you fucking get it?
what did it look like?
did it gaze back into you?
did you turn away?
you turned away
you didn't like what you saw
did you?
2:05
isthisaboutyourfatheroryourex
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you project i project
call it off
she likes black boys
allegedly
when it suits
this weeks agenda
i project you project
call it off
avn ain't callin'
1:02
kurt russell be spittin'
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she has the kind of smile that makes you wish you could feel safe with her, not believe in your heart that there are ulterior motives behind it
she sees you the same way
she thinks you harbor sinister motives in your paranoid brain
that you wish to have, to hold, to own, to control
you don't trust each other
and you're both very tired
admit it
1:36
but i can fix her, said the clown
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who is such a mess, they'll accept a stone caress?
an iron fist will do
the alternative is the nothing
you've known your whole life
for reasons in your head
put there by who knows
stand for nothing
accept anything
1:21
a quick prayer for the toys'r'us adults
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1:25
-sheonlylikesguyswithglasgowsmiles-
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0:44
but can she send you unsolicited n00dz on a rainy night in Stoke?
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not supposed to know that i could be
something other than what i was told
not supposed to know that i could need
something other than what i was told
1 for selling women love
2 for selling men sex
skip 3 and 4
5 for future wage slaves
(it's the american way)
cisheterosexualism
Annointing of devil
Clash, clash and or clash
1:55
-nahsondotcom-
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0:38
wholly.negative.experience
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. . . . . i've had my fill of this kind of attention.
I'd rather be ignored.
2:16
(you made me realise) I never wanted this shit
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how you ruined the dream of your touch
who the fucks idea was this even?
so completely lost
i would have accepted being caressed by stone.
a fiend without a home
Why now?
Why not 20 years ago?
We don't have time now
decades of torment are not redeemed
but aren't you relieved?
but centuries of torment are not redeemed
but aren't you relieved?
but aren't you relieved?
ask me later
1:29
no high five for a (c)harmless man
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bred to live a life you already know you hate
or bear the shame of opting out
we aren't the charmed ones
we aren't the charmers
we aren't the charmless
we just are
i hear them speak like the devil
1:06
modern love is rubbish
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this is where we share our pain
and not much else
these are cycles of scorn
a game with mostly negative reviews
that we can't stop playing
born into this
forced into this
pissing match over who's to blame
everyone who continues to play
this time I've wasted
can't be refunded
2:17
and all i got was this lousy ill fitting moth eaten t-shirt
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I don't want to have to hold to own
I don't want to know
i wasn't built for this
is anyone?
what i know now could have saved my life
knowing yourself, not what they told you to be, could save your life
i lost so much fucking time
living a fucking lie
knowing what i know now could have saved so much fucking time
2:34
-guillermodeltorobespittin'-
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0:58
37564-055
Modern Love is Rubbish . .
obviously, a reference to the best Blur album.
but also, it’s about realizing your entire life has been a lie.
about realizing that you've been thrown off the path of discovering who you really are too late in life . . .and all the signs you missed along the way.