Rope Burns
A Lake Within the Earth
When seconds are years
And breaths take countless days
What chance is there to hold on?
To hold fast to hope
Persevere through the darkness
Cherish a glimmer of the self
Reach for solace
Stretch out your eager hands
Strain for the surface
Embrace the dirt under your nails
Each breath a battle
Grit your teeth until they’re ground into dust
The skin sloughs from my palms
Blood staining the braided fibers
Fragments embedded deep
Within the festering wounds
As I decay
What life is this?
Bleeding out while looking in
Falling back to where I started
My broken back
Saps my determination
So much easier to collapse
I can’t go on feeling like this
I just slide back down to my faults
I can’t go on feeling like this
I just slide back down
The skin sloughs from my palms
Blood staining the braided fibers
Fragments embedded deep
Within the festering wounds
Bite my tongue
Gouge my eyes
Shred my skin
Flay my heart
Can’t lie here
With palms bleeding out
One choice now
Take hold of the rope