How Am I To Blame

Please don't let me down again, you said But every time before it was only in your head I know I never failed you, the fault was never mine But if you can't see it wasn't me Then I will be leaving you this time Please don't drag me down again, my dear Don't try to bury me underneath your fears That burden is yours alone, and I don't want to share So take the weight and all the hate Because I no longer really care Did I really hurt you? Did I really bring you down? If I threw the game the way you claim That would be a shame Did I really fail you? Did I really let you down? Did I cause your pain? Please explain How am I to blame? Please don't put me down again, my dear Don't try to bring me low like I'm the one at fault here Don't lash out at me in pain, or vent your frustrations I'm not ready to bleed to fulfil your need I don't want your recrimination Please don't let me go again, you said All your admonitions are still ringing round my head But I've already turned away and I'm not turning back If you can't see that you've lost me I'll still weather this vicious attack