Unholy Bleak Metal

dark thoughts with lights out an image of loneliness burned into the floor like watchmen, alone please close your eyes I don't want you to see me like this

stricken hollow grief, immeasurable sorrow under shadows a disciple is spawned in your darkest moments the gloomsower is born in darkness with regrets soulless eyes empty breath as the darkness fell the terror came next only darkness only darkness remains

fingers sliced to ribbons jagged shards of glass bleeding everywhere the hardest task I must complete no matter how much I bleed my only goal your happiness and I have failed I have failed and I have failed and I can't fix this and I have failed I cannot survive this pain I cannot survive this pain I have failed

sickness stares at me through lidless eyes echoes tearing through the misery echoes so lost at every turn I see you everywhere echoes tearing through the misery echoes every time I close my eyes I see you everywhere

its time to turn away but the memories still remain I could open them up in a way so your spirit could enter through my veins these words echo on my tongue was I a ghost all along? when will the dreaming stop? when will the bleeding stop? please tell me what you've seen was it the thought of what could have been? a lingering spectre a ghost from your past