this album was meant to be released in 2018. at the time, i was struggling with the fear that what i create was not enough. the pessimistic voice and fear grew so loud that i gave in. i stopped making music entirely for a few years.
putting this out is just to get it out. as they say, feel the fear and do it anyway! only one track has been shortened. nothing has been touched up, it is staying in the 2018 original state.
i would like to thank anyone who listens, and has been listening to my music. to anyone who's ever sent kind words, i appreciate you. it means the world.
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this is dedicated to my cat Bee. she is woven into every track, intentionally and unintentionally. i was lucky enough to have her in my life for 11 years. she passed away in september 2025 at the age of 15. listening back to my old music and hearing her chirps, meows, and purrs is comforting. i miss her greatly, my sweet Bee.