hopefully

You are my bright little star They didn’t think you would make it this far Mama sleeping in hospital bed “We aren’t so comfortable letting you leave yet” they said Well we’re finally home Now for the shock of you settling in Someday a little of this could be yours Hopefully I didn’t vote wrong to jeopardize that You are the happiest thing in our lives I hope I don’t accidentally screw you up This is the happiest time of your life Hopefully everything doesn’t go downhill from here Blissful months by focusing on you Fuck I forgot to give you some more food Mama said I shouldn’t say fuck in front of you Fuck! Remembering not enough to keep you from crying So let’s go outside Look in awe at the trees I hope those tears in your eyes aren’t directed at me You are the happiest thing in our lives I hope I don’t accidentally screw it up This is the happiest time of your life Hopefully everything doesn’t go downhill from here