lashing out!!!!!!

7 8 Woke up at 3am again I don’t think that I can stand the pressure I’ve been putting onto my brain Your body’s changing Organs moving Mine is beaten up by my own genetic default Won’t you say hi to my old friend? He's in my head and he's unhinged He likes to follow everywhere When he’s not there I’m scared I can’t believe I’m turning into fucking one of them Another silly angry little white boy My parents sitting right upstairs I try to shut them out but I can’t help letting them in I swear to god I'm in control Just punched a hole into a wall I swear to god it’s not your fault I hope you understand I gotta get some feelings out of the way Don't wanna throw myself into the bay I gotta get some feelings out of the way Don't wanna throw myself into the bay I could get used to this Only a few things I miss Keep everything nice and neat The living room is set We’ve got a little space to blow off steam outside the city where we met I really hate this side of me This time I punched the TV screen You’re not supposed to see this side of me I hope you know If you don’t like it you can leave If you don’t like it you can leave If you don’t like it you can leave If you don’t like it leave I gotta get some feelings out of the way Don’t wanna throw myself into the bay I gotta get some feelings out of the way Don’t wanna throw myself into the bay