Time and Loss

Stay All caves away Horizon blurs I call out to Stay The vision clears Just like that shot back to the present Day The moment gone Years slipping out of my hands into the dirt Abandoning Me All relics I once thought meant something All the years I spent collecting nothing All the time spent consuming what I thought made me Fuck Dont tell me it was all for nothing Twenty years went missing in action Cant rebuild it now Where did it all go Knee Deep in the mud Life washes by but I'm anchored in place I Pull With all of my might Everyone moves til I'm well out of sight I Float away from me This shore breeds atrophy so Float away from me Everything I touch goes in time (float) away from me Nothing to hold on to Float away from me Another time Fuck All relics I once thought meant something All the years I spent collecting nothing All the time spent consuming what I thought made me Fuck Dont tell me it was all for nothing Twenty years went missing in action Cant rebuild it now Where did it all go Knee Deep in the mud Life washes by but I'm anchored in place I Pull With all of my might Everyone moves on til I'm well out of sight I I Cant fight the current Why doesnt it want me My blood boils at the Thought of riding the wave To a new place where I still know myself Back to the time where I still had myself I cant remember the last time I felt Like I had a grasp on my own way out Knee Deep in the mud Life washes by but I'm anchored in place I Pull With all of my might Everyone moves on til I'm out of sight My Chin Just above sea Life swirls around and I'm gonna drown quick So Pull Save me from this Nobody hears me as I sank too deep Gone