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Tear me from the bone Id rather that than to be a burden or Take up my own space I wont impose, wont stand up, wont make eye cont- -act with anyone anyway Walk all over me that's what I'm used to anyway Shrink to fit your form Stay in line, stay in line, stay Spine torn from its mount Not taking any chances Simply bow to the loudest bark Pride tucked neatly between my knees Tough it out Tough it out Rip me limb from limb I would just do it myself but I'm embarrased To be craving it At least then, it's not my fault when I fall Sabotage my ambitions I know myself too well And how to press the fucking Self destruct engage Label worn, the switch overused Id rather swallow bullshit than just make myself be heard Is it self defense It doesnt feel like it When the time arises for me to just show my teeth I falter without fail Bare your teeth Bare your teeth Bare your teeth Struggle Steal my life from me At least give me the chance to refuse it Show that I can care Prove I still hold myself to be Worthy of the air That escapes from my lungs holding nothing But the sound of rot Groveling, concession, fear and doubt I dont see a Light at the end All I see is artificial Trying to be Something pure I dont see a Light at the end All I see is artificial Trying to be Something pure When I look up At the night sky I dont see a constellation I just see death Staring back Tear me from the bone Rip me limb from limb Steal my life from me Make it quick make the choice not be mine Tear me from the bone Rip me limb from limb Steal my life from me I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it It's not worth it It's not worth it It isnt worth the constant headache It isnt worth the cost of healing Seal up the walls I think we fixed it but A leak springs up I guess