Tunnel Vision

Blank Stare All I can Fake Grin All of my will going to Hear To see something To comprehend my surroundings My mind's eye takes over Vision atrophied Scar tissue replacing unpleasant images so I dont have to Look it in the eye Take it to the face What is lost cannot be Worse than moving foreward How Can I Heal without marks Scrub clean my window out into the world How How Open the wounds Maybe sliced cleanly they Will close Better Mind wipe Cant hear a word you say Walls cave Feel my chest tighten Dont speak Im a thousand fucking miles from you and I Cant see Land on any side Blinded By everything I've tried to hide I stand and I fall and I just hope that I've moved an inch Fuck Look around I feel the same I turn and wonder was it worth the Try Close my eyes Close my eyes Shut out the horror again My Skin's too loose Falling out No anchor to the real world Feet Driven to march To early demise No stops Mind wipe Cant hear a word you say Walls cave Feel my chest tighten Dont speak Im a thousand fucking miles from you and I Cant see Land on any side Blinded By everything I've tried to hide I stand and I fall and I just hope that I've moved an inch Fuck Look around I feel the same I turn and wonder was it worth the Try I cant remember a thing you just said I cant decipher the words in my head I cant remember a thing you just said I cant do anything I cant do shit Dead On arrival-thoughts through my head Deaf To the world around me abstract's too loud Dead On arrival-thoughts through my head Blind To the sunshine Dark too profound I cant remember yesterday can you I cant remember yesterday can you I cant remember yesterday can you I cant I cant I cant I Close my eyes Close my eyes Close My Eyes Mind wipe Cant hear a word you say Walls cave Feel my chest tighten Dont speak Im a thousand fucking miles from you and I Cant see Land on any side Blinded By everything I've tried to hide I stand and I fall and I just hope that I've moved an inch Fuck Look around I feel the same I turn and wonder was it worth the Try