Dwell Gauge

Talked out of order And order is king If it's not violent You won't learn anything If it's not violent you wont learn a thing And if it happens again it's my sin Talked out of order And order is king If it's not violent You won't learn anything If it's not violent you wont learn a thing And if it happens again it's my sin I fucked it up again I fucked it up again Hear the footsteps coming to my end Opening doors again Blink and then open it's All in my head again All in my head again There's nothing there but it's All coming for my head All coming for my head I'm Conditioned to run Avoidant of conflict to fault I cant go on feeling this Fear to my core It's been with me my whole damn life Visceral horror unfolds In the corners Of my vacant mind I pray and I hope but it wont go away Taking my nails Taking my teeth Biting my cheeks just to feel home I fucked it up again I fucked it up again Hear the footsteps coming to my end Opening doors again Blink and then open it's All in my head again All in my head again There's nothing there but it's All coming for my head All coming for my head Violence on my mind Violence trapped inside Visions of punishment for my sin I cant let them in Shadow hand to dispense pain at need I cant see your face Lift the veil and let me gaze upon Features softer than I remember them Why Cant I Fo- -cus Why Shouldn't I take Advantage of How I cant remember it Why dont I Leave it Alone Not dwell