Nihilist Jazz

I season my wounds to embitter the complexion I wait for hours just to wait some more If misery loves company Then I'll always be at it's door If misery loves company Then I'll always have a place I belong We can sit on the couch together Stare at the blank screen We can fall on the floor together Untangle messages in the carpet We can lay in the dirt together Stare up at the starless sky This world is so empty with you by my side I chase my tail to produce value I burn myself out when I need to rest If everything is meaningless That has a lot of meaning to me If everything is meaningless Then I can know that I'm free She grabs my hand Squeezes it so tight Her grasp is ice cold Holds me close Whispers in my ear The ship is going down, down, down A sickle moon Grinning as we sink See you at the bottom! I smile back Wrapped in broken sails Beneath the clawing waves I Can feel her heart beat move through me My every vein Like a bell Like a fire Like a void that can never be filled We can sit on the couch together Stare at the blank screen We can fall on the floor together Untangle messages in the carpet We can lay in the dirt together Stare up at the starless sky This world is so empty with you by my side This world is so vacant with you by my side This world is so desolate with you by my side This world is so cruel with you by my side This world is so beautiful with you by my side