Cosmic Starvation

eat the seed of the universe, staving off cosmic starvation. catatonic in grief, exhume the fossil of the untouchable. eat the seed of the universe, famished for belonging. the drip of a melting reality all that flows in a desert, arid of hope. the putrid root slithers down my throat. no purge can reverse this insight. vomiting the remnants of naivety into the graveyard haunted with vibrant beings. stomach churning as the shadows grow solid, reflecting my horror we share as one. beads of sweat flood my brow like the colors in my eyes. shaking hands let go, i plunge into the sea. I have become worlds, creator of death. the stench of sorrow rattles through my final breath. eat the seed of the universe. liquified my insides by a parasite of a holy knowledge of the ways of ruination: the collapse of order is inevitable. eat the seed of the universe, a waking sleep paralysis. subsuming the shadows, growing into new planes. I will suffer the pain they inflicted to cheat god. terror incarnate, I leave behind dimensions of flesh. my soul consumes the Dead World. decay in reverse, reanimate the metallic carcass. the wheels of time treading backwards. my final vision: seeing the end & that forever beyond my grasp. screaming for mercy to a mind that has forsaken me.