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We Desire A Feast

from Per Scientiam ad Justitiam

June 20th, 2025
5 tracks
25:56
Per Scientiam ad Justitiam
Per Scientiam ad Justitiam
We Desire A Feast
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7:20
We Desire A Feast
Ruby Rockatansky
v1 This is my sin Fight from within How can you judge what's right? The hypocrite You don't know shit Dull existence You hate your life You'll ruin mine Just to feel like you're worth our time You have no shame You have pride Millions would cheer if you fucking died Why do you try? What's the point? Everyone knows you're just a scared little boy Nothing to show Everything to hide Caught in the act The whole world knows your lies! v2 So fucking sick What makes you tick? How can you sleep at night? Diamond blood eyes Apartheid Just one way to set it right Eye for an eye You only have two Each of your limbs will have to do Eating the rich A figure of speech? Either way, we desire a feast This is your sin Die from within Everyone will hear you scream Billions in cash Legacy of ash We will see vengeance at last!
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"Per Scientiam ad Justitiam" (Through Science to Justice) was the motto of the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft (Institute of Sexual Science) founded by Magnus Hirschfeld in 1919. It was the first sexology research center in the world and pioneered care, understanding, and knowledge pertaining to queer individuals, particularly in regards to trans healthcare.

In 1933, the Institute was raided by Nazis and much of their work was destroyed.

It's 2025 and I'm trans and angry at the genocides being committed against us and so, so many others in the world right now.

This EP is dedicated to all those who have been victims of these atrocities and all those who are yet to be.

The fight is far from over.

Most guitars and vocals were recorded during live streams on Twitch throughout February, March, and April.

Credits

All music, arrangements, and performances by Ruby Rockatansky
Drums are half programmed, half played live (and heavily quantized lol)
Mixed and mastered by Brett Windnagle (Lascaille's Shroud)

"Stonewall" originally written and performed by Alicia Cordisco and Transgressive for the album "Extreme Transgression"

transgressivethrash.bandcamp.com/album/extreme-transgression

This cover was entirely recorded, performed, and mixed myself.

Originally released December 5th 2025, remastered in May 2026

Audio clips used throughout are sourced from the mini-doc titled "Gay and Proud" directed by Lilli Vincenz in New York on June 28th, 1970, one year to the day of the Stonewall Uprising:
commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Gay_and_Proud_(1970).webm

Cover cover art uses the following assets from Pixabay:
pixabay.com/vectors/fist-cuffs-hands-top-hand-gesture-2831332/
pixabay.com/photos/brick-wall-red-structure-masonry-1916752//