Past Life

You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase You come around just to keep up appearances Show your face when it's nice and convenient You play the hero at all the best times And paint me up as all the victims and the bad guys Never mind all the lies you made The sleepless nights that you kept me awake With all my doubts and insecurities Scared to fight back in spite of my dignity I won't entertain your pointless delusions I won't hesitate to block and remove them Stepping forward into my own existence While you just turn and flee You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase The sands of time have sealed our fate With every moment you try to instigate You cut your tongue on a razor's edge Yet want a shout out about lies and revenge I'm sick of being lied to I'm sick of being scorned I'm sick of all the tales of how your family adores you You backed us into a corner for the last time And now you'll find out what the concrete tastes like I'm cancelling all of your subscriptions To all my feelings and thoughts and convictions Your best bet moving forward is to keep your distance You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase So grab your tails and your suit This red carpet's for you Here's your accolade for Best role in best song too Your bad habits came from me Chosen like the prophecy That you spin when the fire returns to you You lash out when you're to blame Barely speak when you're okay But the minute I fall I have gone insane Always counting down the days Till you finally push away Everything I have worked so hard to reclaim You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase You won't find me in the past life Fighting for a breath I'm only looking forward I'm not running away Fight off all my demons Put nails in their coffins This is my story you cannot erase Shit