our uncommon closeness of being
except you're not who you seem
you're such a delight, you're always a charm
do you see who you harm?
I can't believe anything you say
fucking stay away
liar, user, coward, thief, abuser
jagged wretched shrapnel leaving wounds to cauterize
heartbroken, gut-rending
beyond all hope of mending
dissemble, disassembled, shattered, fucking fragmentized
thunderbolt, you really fucking hurt me
I won't let you strike twice
took something good and broke it 'cuz you could
hope it was worth the price
hey thunderbolt, what the fuck?
was I such a terrible friend?
hope you fix the emptiness that eats you
but I can't trust you again
do you see the gleaming handle jutting
from my back as a prize?
were you ever the person I was close to?
were you just in disguise?
I was always myself around you
look me in the eye
can you say the same?
how many times was I there for you?
oh thunderbolt:
what the fuck is wrong with you?
thunderbolt, you really fucking hurt me
I won't let you strike twice
took something good and broke it 'cuz you could
hope it was worth the price
hey thunderbolt, what the fuck?
was I such a terrible friend?
hope you fix the emptiness that eats you
but I can't trust you again
