Heartless

I'm a stone cold bitch, I'm sorry. It's my low self-esteem, probably. You say I don't care, but I care too much. Emotions overwhelm me, so I shut the fuck off. Cold exterior, but I'm a mess underneath. Wish I could let it all out, wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm really not that horrible a person, I promise. I really care what you think of me, I confess. Why do I even give a fuck? Wish I really was this heartless. Fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckit, I'll be heartless. If that's how you see me then that's what I will be. Fucking heartless.