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belong 2

from RUINED CASTLE

December 6th, 2024
11 tracks
56:02
RUINED CASTLE
RUINED CASTLE
belong 2
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belong 2
Kid Lightbulbs
I look to the moon and know that I’ve been wrong Where’s the star that keeps me safe? Earthquake under my life keeps shaking up I grab only what i can take Fire trucks and politics I‘m tired of it Found a ditch; a quick place to hide Can’t breathe with the suffocating steps above No sense in keeping your pride And I will never be anything better than what I know I keep thinking I belong And I will never be anything better than what I know I keep thinking I belong Moments flash before your eyes as you make haste The world collapsing around you No control of anything you hesitate A good man’s got so much to lose ‘Cause I will never be anything better than what I know I keep thinking I belong And I will never be anything better than what I know I keep thinking I belong Stay in Look up Let out Breathe Come up Blow out Destruct Free
3:56

RUINED CASTLE, the third Kid Lightbulbs album, is a reflection on suffering.

Composed in parts over the prior 16 years, RUINED CASTLE presents another perspective from Kid Lightbulbs' other albums: while the protagonist of THROW MYSELF and STEP INTO THE OCEAN grows through difficult experiences, this album chronicles the despair and neglect of that person's partner as they struggle with their own issues. The titular castle is a metaphor for the state of one's life and shelter after a long period of despair and neglect. One may feel their life slowly fall away from them, and the only way to rebuild is for someone to come in, truly empathize, and help.

Drawing from a wide array of influences including indietronica ("hope inside my baby's heart", "when i sleep"), piano rock ("i made a totem"), industrial ("don't wait") and even experimental electroacoustic music ("inside the castle"), and with infectious bass lines throughout, RUINED CASTLE takes the listener on a slow and tortured journey to acceptance of one's suffering and, possibly, healing.

Credits

Arranged, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Brandon Lucas Green

All lyrics & music by Brandon Lucas Green

except:

  • "belong 2" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • “sun loop" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • "old lady" lyrics & music by Mary Esther Carter

  • "puppeteer" lyrics by Alicia Green

  • “aquarium” lyrics by Tess Canfield

“inside the castle” contains samples courtesy of freesound.org:

  • male_Thijs_loud_scream.aiff by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • snoring_sample.wav by jppi_Stu -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • hhh7.mp3 by harri -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • scream_group_women.aif by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • door 1.wav by ERH -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • =).wav by sapht -- License: Sampling+

  • psycho scream 1.wav by FreqMan -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • choking.wav by braffe2 -- License: Sampling+

Cover artwork by Brandon Lucas Green