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empty me (death waits)

from RUINED CASTLE

December 6th, 2024
11 tracks
56:02
RUINED CASTLE
RUINED CASTLE
empty me (death waits)
Kid Lightbulbs
Bury me Six feet deep so I can not scream And the worms would eat On my eyes so I can not see And the bugs would live Inside my head so I change the locks Just a skeleton Skeleton inside a wooden box I don’t know why you even bother coming around here anymore I don’t know why you even care I don’t know what you’re looking for but I hope you find it Because I can’t (x4) Empty me Drink my blood just an empty husk Kerosene Fire burn just a pile of dust Steal my clothes Wear my skin to the CNE Take me home Another piece of the scenery This hole in my head won’t let the sunlight in Or set those evil spirits free I once was blind but baby now I see And I believe (x4) I believe (x4)
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RUINED CASTLE, the third Kid Lightbulbs album, is a reflection on suffering.

Composed in parts over the prior 16 years, RUINED CASTLE presents another perspective from Kid Lightbulbs' other albums: while the protagonist of THROW MYSELF and STEP INTO THE OCEAN grows through difficult experiences, this album chronicles the despair and neglect of that person's partner as they struggle with their own issues. The titular castle is a metaphor for the state of one's life and shelter after a long period of despair and neglect. One may feel their life slowly fall away from them, and the only way to rebuild is for someone to come in, truly empathize, and help.

Drawing from a wide array of influences including indietronica ("hope inside my baby's heart", "when i sleep"), piano rock ("i made a totem"), industrial ("don't wait") and even experimental electroacoustic music ("inside the castle"), and with infectious bass lines throughout, RUINED CASTLE takes the listener on a slow and tortured journey to acceptance of one's suffering and, possibly, healing.

Credits

Arranged, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Brandon Lucas Green

All lyrics & music by Brandon Lucas Green

except:

  • "belong 2" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • “sun loop" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • "old lady" lyrics & music by Mary Esther Carter

  • "puppeteer" lyrics by Alicia Green

  • “aquarium” lyrics by Tess Canfield

“inside the castle” contains samples courtesy of freesound.org:

  • male_Thijs_loud_scream.aiff by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • snoring_sample.wav by jppi_Stu -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • hhh7.mp3 by harri -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • scream_group_women.aif by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • door 1.wav by ERH -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • =).wav by sapht -- License: Sampling+

  • psycho scream 1.wav by FreqMan -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • choking.wav by braffe2 -- License: Sampling+

Cover artwork by Brandon Lucas Green