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old lady

from RUINED CASTLE

December 6th, 2024
11 tracks
56:02
RUINED CASTLE
RUINED CASTLE
old lady
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old lady
Kid Lightbulbs
You didn’t see me from the other way But I saw you from the other side And I was running backwards in rewind To catch the tail end of the time that I caught your eyes at the finish line Now I am old and worn I sit in my chair and watch the people go by All lively quickened steps they go And all I do is move my ankles to and fro To and fro And i paint a lot of pictures of cats And knit some sweaters that i can’t un-knit back And hand them away to the strangers on my street And hum a tune from long ago And hum a tune from long ago Just hoping that a breeze would pass my way And lift my hair up to the sky and then i’ll say I got a reason to look up at the sun I got a reason to hear the birds chirping I got a reason to hear the pitter patter of the children walking by And they’re laughing and they’re screaming And they’re laughing and they’re screaming I could be just a little old lady who’s angry But I think I’m scared out of my mind Or so I’m a child who’s lost his sense of time Usually I smoke a cigarette or two but I don’t know why Then i’ll put on some TV show i hate but i don’t know why Then i’ll cry at a picture that i took but i don’t know why Then i’ll put on some lipstick that i found It smells like clay, it’s old Older than me probably They don’t seem to notice anymore They don’t seem to notice Notice themselves on the run On the run On the run
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RUINED CASTLE, the third Kid Lightbulbs album, is a reflection on suffering.

Composed in parts over the prior 16 years, RUINED CASTLE presents another perspective from Kid Lightbulbs' other albums: while the protagonist of THROW MYSELF and STEP INTO THE OCEAN grows through difficult experiences, this album chronicles the despair and neglect of that person's partner as they struggle with their own issues. The titular castle is a metaphor for the state of one's life and shelter after a long period of despair and neglect. One may feel their life slowly fall away from them, and the only way to rebuild is for someone to come in, truly empathize, and help.

Drawing from a wide array of influences including indietronica ("hope inside my baby's heart", "when i sleep"), piano rock ("i made a totem"), industrial ("don't wait") and even experimental electroacoustic music ("inside the castle"), and with infectious bass lines throughout, RUINED CASTLE takes the listener on a slow and tortured journey to acceptance of one's suffering and, possibly, healing.

Credits

Arranged, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Brandon Lucas Green

All lyrics & music by Brandon Lucas Green

except:

  • "belong 2" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • “sun loop" lyrics by Alicia Green & Brandon Lucas Green

  • "old lady" lyrics & music by Mary Esther Carter

  • "puppeteer" lyrics by Alicia Green

  • “aquarium” lyrics by Tess Canfield

“inside the castle” contains samples courtesy of freesound.org:

  • male_Thijs_loud_scream.aiff by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • snoring_sample.wav by jppi_Stu -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • hhh7.mp3 by harri -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • scream_group_women.aif by thanvannispen -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • door 1.wav by ERH -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • =).wav by sapht -- License: Sampling+

  • psycho scream 1.wav by FreqMan -- License: Attribution 4.0

  • choking.wav by braffe2 -- License: Sampling+

Cover artwork by Brandon Lucas Green