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Beside Myself

from Tug of Time

May 8th, 2026
5 tracks
18:53
Tug of Time
Tug of Time
Beside Myself
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Beside Myself
Memory Curse
The way out is treacherous The lighthouse is not shining All of the energy I have left Has to go to escaping this sinking ship I tried to bring warmth and comfort to your life I let go of insecurities Now I'm here beside myself with nothing Looking out the window and all I see A dead and hollow world Empty without you My memories are fading The times that I once considered to be The highest I could ever reach Stuck replaying moments over and over and over Wilting garden in my mind again It's over Now I'm here beside myself with nothing Looking out the window and all I see A dead and hollow world Empty without you
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Well, here we have the first EP from my new solo project, which is positively smothered with melancholy. It is, unashamedly, a break-up record. The instrumentation takes equal inspiration from post-rock and emo, with a smattering of prog in there too.

Credits

Music and lyrics written and performed by Alan Brucke
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Alan Brucke at Hanging Puppet Audio