Artwork by
Dang vu hai

Beside Myself

from Tug of Time

May 1st, 2026
5 tracks
18:53
Tug of Time
Tug of Time
Beside Myself
0:00
4:20
Beside Myself
Memory Curse
The way out is treacherous The light house is not shining All of the energy I have left Has to go to escaping this sinking ship I tried to bring warmth and comfort to your life I let go of insecurities Now I'm here, beside myself, with nothing Looking out the window, and all I see A dead and hollow world (dead and hollow world) Empty without you... (without you) And my memories are fading The times that I once considered to be The highest I could ever reach Stuck replaying moments over, and over, and over Wilting garden in my mind again, it's over Now I'm here, beside myself, with nothing Looking out the window, all I see A dead and hollow world (dead and hollow world) Empty without you
4:09

The debut EP from my solo melancholic post-rock project Memory Curse. These five songs are unashamedly breakup songs. I took equal inspiration from emo and post-rock, with a tinge of prog in there too.

Credits

Written and recorded by Alan Brucke