Tug of Time

Ended my search Found what I sought Well that went out the window With the bath water Feel this deficit daily But I'm learning how to go Alone I think back to childhood Looking out past the trees Wondering if there was anything more I already I found it Tug of time Pulls me close To the ghost of us Can't let go She knows me well Better than anyone else Loved me for myself I think back to when I saw your face across my screen Never again will I feel the floor fall, like you did to me Tug of time Pulls me close To the ghost of us Can't let go if I tried And I have, and I am, and I did I did it, I did it to myself And I did it to us I'm sorry Oh, I'm sorry