You always said we were tethered
Well, that went out the window
With the bath water
Feel this deficit daily
But I'm learning how to go alone
I think back to childhood
Looking out past the trees
Wondering if there was anything more
I thought I found it
Tug of time
Pulls me close to the ghost of us
Can't let go
She knows I tried
Even in the coldest fights
How I loved her
I think back to when I saw your face across my screen
Never again will I feel the floor fall, like you did to me
Tug of time
Pulls me close to the ghost of us
Can't let go if I tried
And I have, and I am, and I did
I did it, I did it to myself
And I did it to us