The One with the Eyeliner

Why is it that you don’t love me like before? Is it common to want just that little bit more? Why is it that i sank deeper than before ? Is it common to want just that little bit more ? Why Dont You Stay With Me ? You Know We Could Be as Good As any two could be ? Why Dont You Stay With Me ? Because You dont love me anymore ? Is it common to not want what you did before ? Why Is it that i dont scream for more ? Is it common to be knocking on death’s door ? Why Dont You Stay With Me ? We could be together oh so lonely Why Dont You Stay With Me ?

I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie The Clock ticks slow, mouth tastes wrong Morning breaks, but you’re long gone Truth was thin, you wore it well Stay for a while or just a spell? Was It The Truth Was It The Truth Wasn’t The Truth Wasn’t The Truth I don’t know why you'd do this Did you even think of me? I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie Soft goodbye, sharpened smile Stayed a day, but you gone a while Your Word meant nothing, your eyes are dry This is a story of a lie Was It The Truth Was It The Truth Wasn’t The Truth Wasn’t The Truth You wore my skin like a coat 
Hung me up just to watch me choke Spoke in tongues, you pulled the thread
 Smiling as you left me dead Bite the hand, break the chain Say my name, say it in vain
 You fed on love, now spit it dry This is a story of a lie I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie Clock ticks slow, mouth tastes wrong Morning breaks, but you’re long gone Truth was thin, you wore it well Stay for a while or just a spell? Soft goodbye, sharpened smile Stayed a day, but you gone a while Your Word meant nothing, your eyes are dry This is a story of a lie Was It The Truth Was It The Truth Wasn’t The Truth Wasn’t The Truth Was It The Truth Was It The Truth Wasn’t The Truth Wasn’t The Truth You wore my skin like a coat 
Hung me up just to watch me choke Spoke in tongues, you pulled the thread
 Smiling as you left me dead Bite the hand, break the chain Say my name, say it in vain
 You fed on love, now spit it dry This is a story of a lie I don’t know why you'd do this Did you think of me? Did you think of us? This is a story of a lie

I’ll Never Get Your Love, No No (Ooo, Ooo, Ooo) I do so much to get your attention To get your love Please don't tell me this is a lost cause You Know this, Youve known this How long have you known this? I’ll never get your love I want it I want it how badly do i want this I wanna get your love (Get Your Love) I Wanna Get your love (Get Your Love) I Wanna Get your love I do so much to get your attention Answer your beck and call Please don't push me to the edge Because I might fall You Know this, Youve known this How long have you known this? I’ll never get your love I want it I want it how badly do i want this I wanna get your love (Get Your Love) I Wanna Get your love (Get Your Love) I Wanna Get your love (Get Your Love) You Mean So Much To Me (Get Your Love) All i want is your love You Know this, Youve known this How long have you known this? I’ll never get your love I want it I want it how badly do i want this I wanna get your love (Get Your Love) You Know this, Youve known this How long have you known this? (Get Your Love) I’ll never get your love (Get Your Love) I want it I want it how badly do i want this (Get Your Love) I wanna get your love (Get Your Love) I’ll Never Get Your Love, (Get Your Love) I’ll Never Get Your Love, (Get Your Love) You Mean So Much To Me All i want is your love (Get Your Love) Please Give me your love (Get Your Love) (Get Your Love) Get your love Get your love Get your love

The Clock Tick Louder Than It’s Ever Been The Ceiling Looks The Same I've Been Staring Up At It For What Feels Like Three Days My Legs Are Restless, I Can’t Stop Moving It’s Driving Me Insane Remembering Things From Years Ago Clogging Up My Brain Black Lace Nightmare Blue Light Screen Twisted By My Tired Screams It Hits Me In Waves Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me (Fading softly Never Sleeping) I Replay every word I said Is It Me To Blame I take the sleeping aid from the night stand Right Back here again Dog starts barking He can’t sleep either I wish he would refrain My Screaming remains internal Eternal Dismay Black Lace Nightmare Blue Light Screen Twisted By My Tired Screams It Hits Me In Waves Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Drink Chamomile, count the sheep (Huntya Hey) Avoid doom scrolling (Huntya Hey) Take the pills and eat kiwis (Huntya Hey) (It hits me in waves) I cannot get to sleep Drink Chamomile, count the sheep (Huntya Hey) Avoid doom scrolling (Huntya Hey) Take the pills and eat kiwis (Huntya Hey) (It hits me in waves) I cannot get to sleep Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me Fading Softly Never Sleeping Psychic Waves Of Pain Consume Me

Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I'm Hotter Than $2 Pistol and I never miss Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I wear a Stetson hat, baby, I’m built for this No fixed abode I'll ride through the night Got the wind in my hair, everything's right Got my boots on the ground, heart wild and free Ain't nobody more country than me, Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I'm Hotter Than $2 Pistol and I never miss Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I wear a Stetson hat, baby, I’m built for this No chains can hold me, I am my own Got my horse. And my six shot I’m never alone Feel the open trail calling my name If You’d seen what I’ve seen you’d Well Feel the same I Put the C in country That I’ll Admit A rebel with a cause, I’ll never quit With every sunset, I ride into the dawn This life is my anthem, I’ll keep pushing on No chains could hold me, I am my own With my horse. And my six shot I’m never alone Got my boots on the ground, heart wild and free Ain't nobody more country than me, Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I'm Hotter Than $2 Pistol and I never miss Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit This life My anthem, I scream, I live it Yee Fuckin Haw I'm ON some Cow Girl Shit I'm Hotter Than $2 and I never miss

So I’m minding my own business i get a little notification from instagram I open it up and what do I see ? Mmm goth mommy come dominate me I don't think I’ll take that offer up thank you very much Do you really think that's an appropriate first message? Do you really think you can message me that way Did you even think about what it is you say Tattoos and piercings don't mean you can talk to me like that I'm here to tell you exactly what I'm not I'm not your goth girl Wont scratch your itch I'm not your mommy I'm definitely not your bitch I'm not your fantasy in leathers, whips and chain You have porn instead of brains instead of brains instead of brains So i get a second message of some other creepy dude And its like your trans and goth i bet your into some really kinky shit What the actual fuck? I've never spoken to you before Can someone please put this creature back in the zoo? Do you really think you can message me that way Did you even think about what it is you say Tattoos and piercings don't mean you can talk to me like that I'm here to tell you exactly what I'm not I'm not your goth girl Wont scratch your itch I'm not your mommy I'm definitely not your bitch I'm not your fantasy in leathers, whips and chain You have porn instead of brains Here's the part you apologise to me say sorry for that sexist thing you sent You saw my profile and thought id be into it You saw my tattoos and thought i was the shit Well guess what? You destroyed your reputation by messaging some random girl Because i took a screenshot of everything you sent and i showed the fuckin world You really thought you could message me that way Did you even think about what it is you say My Tattoos and piercings don't mean you can talk to me like that I'm here to tell you exactly what I'm not I'm not your goth girl Wont scratch your itch I'm not your mommy I'm definitely not your bitch I'm not your fantasy in leathers, whips and chain I'm a real person with a brain I'm not your goth girl Wont scratch your itch I'm not your mommy I'm definitely not your bitch I'm not your fantasy in leathers, whips and chain You have porn instead of brains

All it took
 was for someone to look at me too long. 
 that’s it,
dysphoria creeping in,
 my happy mood’s gone.
 Can’t wait to bring this up to myself at 3 a.m. 
guess I’m not sleeping again. Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes,
 and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most. Now I know the world can be cruel,
 but why does it feel like it’s all the time?
 (and it’s getting worse)
(and it’s getting worse) (and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse) These things are sent to test us Well, I’m done with this test.
I want to feel less alien, I want to feel my best. 
(and it’s getting worse) Let the tears fall from those beautiful eyes Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes, and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most. A stranger, a reflection,
and everything feels wrong. I try to help myself,
they get the pronoun wrong. I really wish I could fade into the crowd until then, I’ll keep these tears up,
then I can say,
“I feel better now.” “I feel better now.” Honestly I'm telling you the truth I've had a good cry and if feel much better “I feel better now.” No I don't (Crying) Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes,
 and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most.
 (Cry the Most) (Crying) Crying is the most fun a girl can have when she thinks about what could have been,
 I’ve had far too much fun, it makes me want, it makes me want to scream.