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I'm Having Fun

from The One with the Eyeliner

July 31st, 2026
7 tracks
26:05
The One with the Eyeliner
The One with the Eyeliner
I'm Having Fun
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2:20
I'm Having Fun
IMMI MIDI
All it took
 was for someone to look at me too long. 
 that’s it,
dysphoria creeping in,
 my happy mood’s gone.
 Can’t wait to bring this up to myself at 3 a.m. 
guess I’m not sleeping again. Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes,
 and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most. Now I know the world can be cruel,
 but why does it feel like it’s all the time?
 (and it’s getting worse)
(and it’s getting worse) (and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse)(and it’s getting worse) These things are sent to test us Well, I’m done with this test.
I want to feel less alien, I want to feel my best. 
(and it’s getting worse) Let the tears fall from those beautiful eyes Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes, and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most. A stranger, a reflection,
and everything feels wrong. I try to help myself,
they get the pronoun wrong. I really wish I could fade into the crowd until then, I’ll keep these tears up,
then I can say,
“I feel better now.” “I feel better now.” Honestly I'm telling you the truth I've had a good cry and if feel much better “I feel better now.” No I don't (Crying) Crying is the most fun a girl can have whilst keeping on her clothes,
 and when it all comes off that’s when I cry the most.
 (Cry the Most) (Crying) Crying is the most fun a girl can have when she thinks about what could have been,
 I’ve had far too much fun, it makes me want, it makes me want to scream.
5:03

Written over several years, The One with the Eyeliner gathers together the songs that felt the most like IMMI MIDI. Inspired by the gothic romance of The Cure and the bittersweet synth-pop of Pet Shop Boys, the album swings wildly between crushing vulnerability and complete nonsense, because that's what life does too. These are songs about wanting to be loved, learning to love yourself, not sleeping, blocking weird men online, and occasionally pretending you're a cowboy. Goth, heartfelt tunes.

Credits

Written, arranged, performed, and recorded by Immi Midi
Mixed and mastered by Michaela Krivankova