i don't want to be here anymore

My car won't start, I can't afford to fix it I'll sing this song and post it somewhere Pray to God that someone clicks And here you are While I've got you there's some shit I need to say My father worked his whole damn life Retired with his health Within a year he died And I can't say this shit out loud But I'm kinda jealous he got out 'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore Yeah, I don't wanna be here anymore If sorrow shared is sorrow halved Then tell me why this hurts so bad My head's fucked up I don't know how to fix it (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Every day's an uphill battle I've tried it all and nothing sticks I try so hard to be a better me But I'm not him today (Yuh) When I asked you to be my wife I invited you to hell To spend your whole damn life And I knew damn fucking well That this is who I am It's how I'll always be And I can't say this shit out loud But you'd be better off without me 'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore Yeah, I don't wanna be here anymore If sorrow shared is sorrow halved Then tell me why this hurts so bad 'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore Yeah, I don't wanna be here anymore I don't want to be here anymore fuck