Come Up Short

I think about it all the time What if i was dead? Would anybody talk about it? And all this shallow bullshit, It's what floods in my head I can't believe the shit I just said I try to find something else to write about But I come up short I'm running out of things to say I'm just so lost I feel so lost I don't know how you even stay I should mean nothing to you I cite vacant, empty lines Where are you? I'm ever-worsening I never wanted you to watch me fall I'm writing songs to try to get this all out But running circles only goes so far I'm running out of things to say I'm just so lost I feel so lost I don't know how you even stay I should mean nothing to you I know you're better off without me anyway Yeah, you're better off without me I'll save you, I swear that's true I'll save you, please say you'll do I'll save you, it's what I do I'll save you Every time I try to find the reason why I've been so lost, I get so lost You always find the me inside the lie I should mean nothing to you I know you're better off without me anyway I should mean nothing to you Yeah, you're better off without me I'm running out of things to say (I know you're better off) I'm just so lost, I feel so lost (Without me anyway) I don't know how you even stay (You're better off without me) I should mean nothing to you