Honor Thy Father and Mother

To G&D: There are so many things I wished the courage to say. 29 years, I have been silent. 29 years, I’ve tried to forgive. Much of what was done My mind won’t let me remember. Much of what was done I will never forget. I’ve struggled to come to terms With the fact that I was abused. My mind, my body, my soul: You violated me in every way. You passed your curse to me. I am a failure. I am not a man. I will never be loved. I will never find grace. I will never be better. I will always be nothing. I ruined your life. I should never have been born. You were to Teach me to love. You showed me how To grow hate in my heart. You were to Inspire hope within me. Through you, I came to know despair. You were to help me grow strong. You exploited my Every weakness. You were to Show me the path To walk in faith. Every word and action was hypocrisy. You never wanted to be my father and mother. I never wanted to be your son. I will never tell, But you should already know.