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Merit Gentile

little brain

from Little Brain

May 15th, 2026
11 tracks
38:39
Little Brain
Little Brain
little brain
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little brain
Bleary
Light comes in The window's dim Mornings feel the same Search my little brain For something I can change I can change Fill a cup to fuck me up I don't know how I'll sleep this off All that I wanted Turned out all rotten I can change I can change Staring into the trashcan In the corner of your room In a pool of my own making I see myself My reflection You wanted something I never offered I was a fish just drowning in water You wanted something I never figured out If I'm going nowhere, can I go there with you? The sound of two hearts in a vacuum If I'm gonna be someone, can I be that to you? I swear on my life I'll be someone we both like Hanging out after midnight I think I knew you in a past life All that's around us Fades into darkness I look around but you're all I'm seeing It might not be much but here is my offer I'm still a fish just drowning in water Maybe it's something we don't have to figure out If I'm going nowhere, can I go there with you? The sound of two hearts in a vacuum If I'm gonna be someone can I be that to you I swear on my life I'll be someone we both like
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Across its 11 tracks, Little Brain is a thoughtful and melancholic album wrestling with finding comfort in memory, identity and intimacy. The dense guitars and soft abrasion of the band’s shoegaze sound are grounded by the unique vocal interplay between Callan Dwan and Peter Mercer, whose harmonies blur into each other rather than compete. It’s a debut shaped by years of labor, where the intimacy of its lyrics meets the weight of everything the band poured into making it.

Written and recorded slowly between 2019 and 2025, the album grew out of fragments that existed even before the release of their 2019 EP Gates (Cold Lunch Recording). Early on, Bleary’s process revolved around writing songs, playing them live, and reshaping them in front of audiences. When the pandemic halted that rhythm, the band turned inward. Songs were passed back and forth as demos. A home recording setup built by Callan Dwan and Taro Yamazaki opened new doors, letting the band chase textures and arrangements that wouldn’t have been possible in a traditional rehearsal space. What started as necessity became a creative shift that defined the record.

The first recording sessions took place during peak COVID with Joshua Ditty, tracking the earliest completed songs. As writing continued and schedules filled with touring and outside projects, the rest of the album came together with Mike Purcell at County Q. Though the songs were compositionally finished before entering the studio, Bleary treated recording as part of the writing process, layering and experimenting relentlessly. The result is a dense, immersive album, with some tracks carrying dozens of guitar layers, built through patience and obsession.

Lyrically, Little Brain touches on the struggles of finding your place. Sometimes literally about that nagging feeling of guilt, of not being enough or the melancholy of forgetting a lost loved one. The themes are universal but articulated with melancholy eloquence throughout the record; a testament to the lyrical prowess of Dwan and Mercer. It can be heart heavy but never without a comforting familiarity.

Bleary's members are all active musicians outside the band, a reality that stretched Little Brain’s timeline but also sharpened it. Years spent touring and collaborating fed back into the songs, deepening the band’s usage of space and restraint. Little Brain emerges as an accumulation: ideas written on futons, reworked in bedrooms, expanded in studios, and refined quietly for years.

Credits

Performed by Callan Dwan, Peter Mercer, Taro Yamazaki, Luke Fedorko
Composition & Lyrics by Callan Dwan, Peter Mercer

Recording on ‘sugar splint’, ‘925’, ‘bug’, and ‘whalesong’ by Joshua Ditty Everything else recorded by, mixed by and mastered by Mike Purcell

Photos and Artwork by Merit Gentile

Dedicated to Brian Dwan

©2025 All Songs Bleary
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