Album artwork for all-is-phantom
Artwork by
Agam Neiman

The Wildest of Rivers

from All is Phantom

June 1st, 2018
10 tracks
63:28
All is Phantom
All is Phantom
The Wildest of Rivers
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8:06
The Wildest of Rivers
Ghostbound
I was drifting in the wildest of rivers I knew not how I arrived The trees were watching me from overhead as I floated by they creaked their indifference to my cries I longed not for them to reach out for me to ignore the tears in my eyes I yearned to stay in the water that flowed over me (for it) to pull me under and down I thought that my life was my own to end. it is not mine am I destined or damned to stay in the mire? or am I to be drawn out into the sea in kind? My life belongs to the River drifting away with the tide... As I drift away with the tide... As I drift away with the tide... As I drift away with the tide... I was drifting in the wildest of rivers I knew, then, how I arrived The trees were watching me from overhead as I floated by and creaked their indifference to my sighs I so wanted them to reach out for me to see the tears in my eyes please do not let me be drawn out to the sea do not let the water pull me under... I thought that my soul was my own to claim it is not mine I am destined and damned to stay in the mire I am to be drawn out into the sea for all time my soul belongs to the River drifting away with the tide... drifting away with the tide... drifting away with the tide... drifting away with the tide... as I drift away with the tide... as I drift away with the tide... as I drift away with the tide...
5:45

Our debut record, 15 years in the making. I (Alec, the band's hopelessly pedantic frontperson) started writing for this record in late 2002 as a means of exploring the kind of music I could only hear in my head. After innumerable life experiences, stops, starts, branching pathways, and personal tragedies, I saw fit to return to these songs in 2013 with the intent of finally finishing what was to be my life's work up until that point, mostly as a tribute to my late father, who had passed away in 2012, and to see if I could actually do it. The goal was to create a big, expansive record that encompassed an entire "other-world" filled with its own sense of danger, beauty, and ugliness in equal measure, and to make the kind of record my father and I would have loved to listen to together. I feel like I accomplished these goals. I put every bit of myself (and a not-inconsiderable amount of money) into this record.

All is Phantom would eventually be released in June of 2018 by a record label that did not have our best interests at heart, and I was and remain disappointed that it was not promoted in a way that I felt (and still feel) it truly deserved. Still, it has taken on a life of its own, and I can sleep well at night with the knowledge that I accomplished everything I set out to do on levels both aesthetic and personal. I knew, then, that the work was truly beginning, and that the true challenge would be to follow it up. - Alec

Credits

In loving memory of Timothy James Head (12/23/1947 - 8/9/2012)

All music and words by Alec A. Head

Alec A. Head - All voices, guitars
Noah Shaul - Bass

Session players:

David E. Richman - Drums
Valeriya Sholokhova - Cello
Natalia Barnaby Steinbach - Violin

Produced by Alec A. Head
Engineered and Mixed by Jesse Cannon and Mike Oettinger at Cannon Found Soundation in Union City, NJ from 9/15 to 8/16.
Mastered by Jesse Cannon

Logo by Unexpected Specter

Artwork by Agam Neiman

Layout by Diana Yee