Album artwork for all-is-phantom
Artwork by
Agam Neiman

Earthen Ground

from All is Phantom

June 1st, 2018
10 tracks
63:28
All is Phantom
All is Phantom
Earthen Ground
0:00
8:06
Earthen Ground
Ghostbound
I thank you for when I took my first step, Though, admittedly, I have taken several back in the intervening years. For you are no longer here to help guide the way through paths dark and veiled. On your final journey you have set sail... I see your spirit drifting on the wind and through the clouds. I feel your presence in every drop of rain, and though you've gone away to leave us here on earthen ground. To exist on some other, far-flung plane. The memories will never die in spite of my wishes that they would. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. In my dreams, you are very much alive. ...And I awake for sadness to set in... And now you've gone away to leave me here without a sound, to exist along some nonexistent plane. I see your spirit crawling through the ocean and the dirt. I feel your presence in every drop of rain. The moment has passed us by, That moment when you were still by my side, and everything you said to me amounts to a distant echo in my head And now you're on your way through the wind and through the clouds to exist on some far, celestial plane and all the while the rest of us left behind, on earthen ground, feel your presence in every drop of rain Time keeps passing us by. I still hope for you to be by my side, and everything you taught to me amounts to nothing in the end...
7:09

Our debut record, 15 years in the making. I (Alec, the band's hopelessly pedantic frontperson) started writing for this record in late 2002 as a means of exploring the kind of music I could only hear in my head. After innumerable life experiences, stops, starts, branching pathways, and personal tragedies, I saw fit to return to these songs in 2013 with the intent of finally finishing what was to be my life's work up until that point, mostly as a tribute to my late father, who had passed away in 2012, and to see if I could actually do it. The goal was to create a big, expansive record that encompassed an entire "other-world" filled with its own sense of danger, beauty, and ugliness in equal measure, and to make the kind of record my father and I would have loved to listen to together. I feel like I accomplished these goals. I put every bit of myself (and a not-inconsiderable amount of money) into this record.

All is Phantom would eventually be released in June of 2018 by a record label that did not have our best interests at heart, and I was and remain disappointed that it was not promoted in a way that I felt (and still feel) it truly deserved. Still, it has taken on a life of its own, and I can sleep well at night with the knowledge that I accomplished everything I set out to do on levels both aesthetic and personal. I knew, then, that the work was truly beginning, and that the true challenge would be to follow it up. - Alec

Credits

In loving memory of Timothy James Head (12/23/1947 - 8/9/2012)

All music and words by Alec A. Head

Alec A. Head - All voices, guitars
Noah Shaul - Bass

Session players:

David E. Richman - Drums
Valeriya Sholokhova - Cello
Natalia Barnaby Steinbach - Violin

Produced by Alec A. Head
Engineered and Mixed by Jesse Cannon and Mike Oettinger at Cannon Found Soundation in Union City, NJ from 9/15 to 8/16.
Mastered by Jesse Cannon

Logo by Unexpected Specter

Artwork by Agam Neiman

Layout by Diana Yee